simplicity.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

9:02 PM

mood: sad (morning), happy (afternoon)

i hate myself.. i really do.. my hand tremors are driving my up the wall... i did urinary cathetherization today, den it was lik my 1st tym doing it on the dummy... den i missed a lot of steps in between... den kena bian by someone.. the feeling is horrid... i hate it... thankfully my lecturer encouraged me.. though he encouraged me, my tears were flooding my eyes wen lesson ended wen i was keeping my requisites... i really culdnt tahan it... haiz.. but i feel really really bad wen he said sorry... dr tim.. its really not ur fault... i'm juz feeling lousy... cuz i really am... sorry abt dat..

i've been really emotional recently.. i duno y... cant help it.. my tears flows sooo easily.. haiz..

vannie... thx for reminding me dat i'm a christian... though u said something else.. but it reminded me dat i'm a christian.. thx..

&the beauty.

zemin
19 20years old
ngee ann poly (nursing) GRAD
glory joy christian church
R.N-to-be

God
music
drums, piano n bass guitar
N.E.M
k-ing
chatting
spending time with my frens
slping during lectures
surfing net
doing nothing

~~ds lite(pink)~~
~~new phone~~
~~new earpiece for my phone~~
~~camera~~
~~crumpler bag~~

.church friends.
cindy
enxin
jiacong[[CONG]]
kaili[[BESTIE]]
kangjun
keith
qiujin[[MEI]]
qiuling[[QIUQIU]]

.cousins.
bings
junhong aka derekh
quanhui

.online shps.
chuiping
kaili

.glory joy.
youth grp
youth grp forum

.p03.
mahathir
paula
vannie[[banassa]]
yazid
zira

.friends.
jietao
regina
shihui

.other webbies.
R.Chord
woo.com

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