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Friday, June 15, 2007

7:14 PM

life is filled wiv biasness... its obvious esp wen u start schooling or work.. dis attachment really makes me understand how it feels wen others are bias against u.. it sucks.. opposites do attract.. cuz e staff tends to treat male students better n more gentle compared to females.. guess its bec dey dun hav males dere.. but i tink its too obvious le bah..

work sucks today.. it was total crap.. quite some unpleasent stuffs happened.. though some happy stuffs are worthy to rmb but e unhappy stuffs juz totally covered e happiness.. i shan't mention wad happened... but i told myself dat i dun tink i can work dere for 3yrs.. cuz i wun be able to stand it.. for ppl whom i've toked abt it.. pls dun say it out... haiz..
dere's dis staff dat i'm really unhappy wiv.. if daz e way she works.. i dun tink she fits to be a nurse.. its not dat i hav e rights or position to criticise her.. but i totally despise it.. crap. if she dun respect a student though dey are juz students den she dun deserve my respect.. if u dun respect a patient deyy wun respect u too.. not to say u wun be able to build a rapport wiv dem.. hope dat she noes dat wad she did was not very pleasent n she reflects on it.. if she's gg to ask for help in dat damn tone i dun wanna help.. cuz she dun deserve it.. but sometimes.. its lik no choice de.. crap..

even e cleaners dere oso scold us.. c'mon lar.. we are stil human beings n deserve respect.. if u dun respect us dun expect us to respect u.. n u are juz a cleaner.. u've got no rights to criticise n comment.. cuz u duno how it feels..

gotta keep telling myself dat i'm not gg for attachment to criticise on e ward practices or wad.. but to gain experience n learn.. though its free labour... but still.. i'm not dere for e staff to vent their anger on me.. or scold me for no reason..

crap..

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zemin
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