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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

10:39 PM

gosh.. i'm super pissed by someone today.. all she tinks of is him.. can u consider for others too?? he's not e only one hu's tired n working lar.. argh.. i noe u heartache.. but oso canot lidat de mah.. argh... u're lik making me confuse lar.. sometimes nice to me sometimes not so nice to me.. its lik.. irritating de lor.. argh. hope dat i can 4get abt it tmr n concentrate on e last few days of attachment.. haiz.. fri got worship team prac duno will prac til wad tym.. i dun wana reach hm late lar.. u noe how freaking far i stay. n it takes super long to go hm w/o a car.. bleahx.

today my irritating pt was a lil nicer to me.. i'm glad.. hope dat it will continue lar.. hah. did staple removing for one of my pts today.. she's a nice aunty.. but her pain threshold.. hmm.. yar.. den she was alright wiv it.. but wen e ci assess me.. its lik.. my mind was lik totally blank de lor.. i canot rmb wad to do nxt.. so in e end.. i tink it was horrendous.. bleahx. nvm.. 4get it.. gg to get my exam results tmr.. cant wait.. but kinda worried too lar.. scared dat i nid to retake my modules.. argh..

u noe.. sometimes i tink inter-personal relationship can be a real fuss.. its lik.. i'm not gd at handling such stuffs.. if i'm feeling down during my attachment bec i'm facing such probs wad will happen after i pass out as a sn? wad if ur colleagues are those hu are freaking political?? i noe dat its impossible to find a place w/o politics.. but.. i tink as a nurse we shuld help each other instead of stabbing each other.. argh.. i cant run away frm such things.. but juz pray dat i wun meet such ppl.. haiz.. 4get it.. i'll juz try to make life happier.. haiz.. waz wrong wiv me?????
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zemin
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ngee ann poly (nursing) GRAD
glory joy christian church
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